Last night i realised just the extent of my feelings.
I never want to feel what i felt last night again.
I want him with me for as long as i can imagine.
I never expected to fall in love with someone as much as i have, but he makes it so easy.
He's funny and always makes me laugh even when i'm trying to be serious, he listens, he's always there when i need, he's the first person i turn to when something happens, and the first i share my news with no matter how insignificant it is, he listens to my ongoing rants about nothing in particular, he's amazing in everyway, he's one of the nicest people i've met and he has such a good heart, he's genuine, he's amazingly good looking of course, he doesn't take everything too seriously.
what can i say, he's become my best friend.. always the one i think of first when something interesting in my day happens.
I can't imagine losing all that.
Before him my life had no meaning, i was just drifting and then he came along and now it's like for the first time i'm actually living. I'm happy all the time.
And last night when i thought that was all gone, it was like everything that was bright just disappeared. I've never felt so alone. It hurt.
I never want to have to experience that again, wow this is the lamest thing i've ever said but i think i wanna marry this boy one day.
He means everything to me. And i want him around me always. He's just good, deep down good.
He doesn't have one single bad bone in his body. The kindest soul.
I just still can't believe he loves me. All these qualities just prove how he's completely out of reach for me and yet, I am so thankful he chose me. Just plain me.
I guess true love doesn't really ever die, it just gets stronger with time. And with everyday i fall a little more in love.
Elizabeth Aston once wrote 'One's first love is perfect until one meets one's second love'.. but i don't think it can get more perfect than this.
I never want to feel what i felt last night again.
I want him with me for as long as i can imagine.
I never expected to fall in love with someone as much as i have, but he makes it so easy.
He's funny and always makes me laugh even when i'm trying to be serious, he listens, he's always there when i need, he's the first person i turn to when something happens, and the first i share my news with no matter how insignificant it is, he listens to my ongoing rants about nothing in particular, he's amazing in everyway, he's one of the nicest people i've met and he has such a good heart, he's genuine, he's amazingly good looking of course, he doesn't take everything too seriously.
what can i say, he's become my best friend.. always the one i think of first when something interesting in my day happens.
I can't imagine losing all that.
Before him my life had no meaning, i was just drifting and then he came along and now it's like for the first time i'm actually living. I'm happy all the time.
And last night when i thought that was all gone, it was like everything that was bright just disappeared. I've never felt so alone. It hurt.
I never want to have to experience that again, wow this is the lamest thing i've ever said but i think i wanna marry this boy one day.
He means everything to me. And i want him around me always. He's just good, deep down good.
He doesn't have one single bad bone in his body. The kindest soul.
I just still can't believe he loves me. All these qualities just prove how he's completely out of reach for me and yet, I am so thankful he chose me. Just plain me.
I guess true love doesn't really ever die, it just gets stronger with time. And with everyday i fall a little more in love.
Elizabeth Aston once wrote 'One's first love is perfect until one meets one's second love'.. but i don't think it can get more perfect than this.
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