Last night i realised that maybe being with him isn't good for either of us.
He could be single with his mates chatting up girls, flirting online and texting girls and he'd be happy.
I think its time i let him go.
I'm holding onto a butterfly and have clipped its wings when it deserves to be free.
And even though it hurts me to come to terms with this, it'll be best for him.
I can't stay with someone whos unhappy.
And him and i are just different, we have different morales.
The influences around him have girlfriends and yet do everything unfaithful in the hope they won't find out, and they all hold onto eachothers secrets.
That's not me, I just want honesty in my relationship. Thats all i ask.
And after everything that's happened recently, the fact that he would play with fire in such a way as to persist the messaging.. makes me realise how trully unhappy he is.
I wish that weren't the case, I wish I could be everything he wants and needs.
I wish i was the one who could make him happy.
But thats not the case, and i know theres someone out there who can, and he deserves to be happy.
So as much as it hurts, i guess i have no choice.
currently listening: encore - Jason derulo
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