i felt so bad. it wasn't what i had wanted to accomplish.
seeing him upset was like i could feel my heart breaking into little pieces.
he tells me he loves me but why is it so hard for me to believe it? why do i constantly keep questioning it? i have issues.
is it because i really did stop trusting him since that friday 13th? and i somehow can't seem to be able to trust him again? wow my trust issues are worse than it thought.
but why is it that my feelings seem to have died down. its like i miss him, but i just feel unhappiness anyways. where did the love go? its like i want him but i dont at the same time.
im scared of what im feeling.
even when things are great im still questioning how i feel. this cannot be a good sign.
when i'm with him i hope our time never ends and as soon as i'm not, i just want to be with him again.
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