Monday, June 7, 2010

awkward moments define my life

I'm awkward.
I never know what to say or do.
whenever i'm approached by someone, i spend more time listening to my own thoughts and then phase out whilst they're still mid sentence.
I have perfected the art of nodding and pretending to listen but i'm really on a foreign thought while they talk.
I like to randomly walk around yelling 'this is spartaaaaaa!' when i'm home alone : and sometimes i pretend i'm in a film, makes life a bit more interesting.
I'm starting to think no one takes me seriously.
I'm different I'll admit it. I'm not like most teenage girls, i don't go around hooking up with every male in sight when i'm out, and i don't really care. Yeah i get the offers but no, never interested. i'm living in another century i think. someone screwed up big time.
I get more fun out of being in video ezy than being out on a night out, socially awkward? maybe.
I'm not really interested in the normal things.
I like little, strange things. Such as being in bunnings warehouse or riding the shuttle bus, being around the rush of people at an airport.
Yet it seems these days being like that is apparently unacceptable to some.
But i'm over being told i need to grow up, maybe this is just me grown up, who wants to act like a 30 year old anyways? wheres the fun in that.
People need to stop worrying about others and just focus their energy on themselves.
rant rant rant.

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