i'm thinking french, my dear.

wow i haven't been here in a while.

i've been in the country for approx 4 weeks, and it's already been hands down better than the whole of last year.

there's this boy, he's everything good.

although i keep asking myself if i'm getting myself too far into something that won't end well, i can't stop any of it and i'm not sure i want to.

but i need time, except time is the biggest factor when it comes to this.

why am i so scared? it was unexpected and i'm not sure whether this will be a good thing or a bad thing.