the second

So, today i devilishly got out of first period art... i was feeling rather accomplished until i walked down year 12 corridor and my fellow friends informed me i was just in time for one of the many annual st mary's liturgies. You truly can't understand the pain until you are forced to sit through one :| 

There was however a quote that stayed with me throughout the day "the past has gone, the future has not yet come, all you have is today", I've been so caught up with the past and i've shut myself off from the world for so long, that I finally think it's time to let go of it all. If I don't, i will just end up regretting it in the future.

On a different note, confusion seems to have taken over my feelings these past few weeks. And i've caught myself wishing I could just seek out a psychic who would tell me all the answers, but life was never meant to be simple, it was meant to be a guessing game. Though what happens when you're sick of people's games? What happens when you just want everything to be straightforward for once? I'm tired of crypticness, and I know i'm guilty of this at times too... But I just want answers.